Update.

Hello. Yes I know I might seem like a stranger now but it's really hard for me to sit down and type about anything. I prefer writing but I can't exactly scan papers and post them (that actually would be a neat idea haha but it's too much work). Anyways a lot of change have been happening and it's all good news which is a nice change for me :). I think I mentioned that I was getting my drivers license on my last post and I did pass it which was a HUGE relief. Now I'm driving to school, mall, friends houses, etc. The only thing that keeps me back from fully enjoying my license is the freeway :/...even the word alone gives me the chills. I am slowly working on it though and the anxiety is getting much much better.

Another big change is that I got a job! :D I work at a middle school (where I attended) as a AVID tutor, which is a school program that I was in High School so I know what is expected from me as a tutor. And that day that I got it was the day that I felt a huge weight lift off of my shoulders because I felt so stressed that I was at 22 and still no job (although I was applying). The plus side is that it's super close to where I live && I get to work with my little sister :) and it gives us a chance to become friends because we have never gotten to that stage so it'll be a nice opportunity to do that. So now I am adjusting to having a job and going to school and so far it's awesome :D.

I am also starting to change my eating habits and what I eat because my weight is out of control that I feel like it's a constant battle. My weight has been stressing me out for the last few months and it's caused me to break out, lose hair, and makes me at times really depressed. Physically I don't like what I see and I hate how I feel. I can't pinpoint where it went wrong but it has and I refuse to let it get any worse. Which is why I started Herbalife today which is a weight loss program where you drink shakes and if you chose to you can also drink pills which I am doing as well. I've used this product about 2 years ago and it worked so well for me that the only reason I stopped was because I was sick of drinking 3 shakes EVERYDAY but that was because it was only one flavor that they offered but now that the brand has expanded and has done so well that now they offer so many other flavors. That's something else that I'm really excited about and I will probably be posting updates on that and hopefully that doesn't annoy anyone haha. I'll post about other things as well haha.

This year seems that it'll have the theme of change because so many other things that I didn't mention have happened and it's caused things to change a lot in my life but it seems to be for the better. So far so good.

Till next time.

-Marlen <3

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