Spring Break! :D//Losing weight is hard to do
Hi Everyone! :)
Sorry for the looooong depressing last thing I posted....it was just something that I needed to vent about :/. Anywhoo on the positive side I am on SPRING BREAK finally! This week has been just blah and school really sucks. I still have to study and do some something over the break but whatever, not thinking about it right now lol. Tonight I'll sleep with a smile and try to relax for once. Tomorrow I might go to see the movie "21 Jump Street" and I'm excited cause I haven't been out much... I know lame right? lol Going to eat Thai Food too...YUMMMM :D. Okay now that I mention food I have write my current weight issue that I'm having, hopefully it's not too boring! x__x
I hate trying to lose weight...it's such a stressful thing but it must be done. Having to lose weight is one thing but having to be around 3 sisters 24/7 that are perfectly fine in that area (body) is another thing. There's always that 'black sheep' in the family, the one that makes everyone question at one point 'damn what happened there?' lol and as sad or pathetic as I sound I'm that 'black sheep'. My sisters are all beautifully in their own way of course and it's just a sucky feeling when it comes to special occasions and I feel like I should cover up because I just feel really fat next to them.
Sorry for the looooong depressing last thing I posted....it was just something that I needed to vent about :/. Anywhoo on the positive side I am on SPRING BREAK finally! This week has been just blah and school really sucks. I still have to study and do some something over the break but whatever, not thinking about it right now lol. Tonight I'll sleep with a smile and try to relax for once. Tomorrow I might go to see the movie "21 Jump Street" and I'm excited cause I haven't been out much... I know lame right? lol Going to eat Thai Food too...YUMMMM :D. Okay now that I mention food I have write my current weight issue that I'm having, hopefully it's not too boring! x__x
I hate trying to lose weight...it's such a stressful thing but it must be done. Having to lose weight is one thing but having to be around 3 sisters 24/7 that are perfectly fine in that area (body) is another thing. There's always that 'black sheep' in the family, the one that makes everyone question at one point 'damn what happened there?' lol and as sad or pathetic as I sound I'm that 'black sheep'. My sisters are all beautifully in their own way of course and it's just a sucky feeling when it comes to special occasions and I feel like I should cover up because I just feel really fat next to them.
Don't get me wrong, I don't put myself down...at least not all the time and I'm happy with everything else except my weight which isn't that bad but it's still a problem for me. And I'm not like badly in shape I just have CURVES that includes boobs and a butt lol but it would be nice to lose a lil stomach and arms that I hate. Okay so I'm about to reveal just how much I weigh and that's a HUGE step for me to do because I'm a girl and asking for someones weight in my opinion is way worse than asking a girls age.Okay here we go....don't judge. My current weight is 162 (sorry I had to cross it lol, I hate looking at the number). And honestly I was bigger before, this losing weight journey has been going probably my entire life but I actually working on it way more for the past 2 years. But the last year I have been really serious about it. And I was doing soooooo good until this past two weeks because thanks to stress food is now my friend. I know! I need to stop and I WILL -__-. Starting NOW I will go back to the eating routine I was doing. For breakfast I usually always eat cereal which shouldn't be bad but it is because of milk is my favorite thing to drink in the mornings or any time cause I'll get it with cookies, which is my favorite snack. That's one thing I need to quit... milk and cookies. Now I'm going to start drinking Special K's protein shake in chocolate in the morning, this stuff is super good and it seriously makes you feel full for most of the day but of course I'll eat little snack throughout the day which from now on with be Special K's snack bars (super yummy as well). No more eating late either cause I have been doing that a lot!
Seriously I have been doing super bad but like I said that all stops today. This morning for example I drank the protein shake :) so I'm off to a good start! Another secret that I have to losing weight are these diet pills that were recommend to me by two friends who don't know each other. I've been taking them for about a year and if you follow the rules like eat really well and drink a lot of water than it work REALLY REALLY WELL. I'll lose like 3 or 4 pounds in two days no joke. I think they are called Super Slim and their from China and are made from this fruit they have over there and it's suppose to make your metabolism fast, let you process the food quicker, and reduce your hunger as well. So I drank one this morning so I should be good.
Last thing...my goal is to be able to get into a bathing suit and actually feel really good in it :), here's hoping I can do it. Wish me luck! && I'll definitely keep you updates :D
Till next time!
xo
-Mar
YESSS I am also super excited about spring break :D Even if it is going to be occupied with hw the point is no school! lol
ReplyDeleteMar, you shouldn't be embarassed about your weight it's not even bad and you look much thinner! I am being serious. I agree with you how it's hard to eat healthy, especially at school! When you are at school all day the only thing you can eat is junk food. I try to bring healthy snacks but I still feel like it's junk.
Good luck to you losing weight! I hope you reach the goal you want :3 Just exercise, try to eat healthy, and even try drinking green tea! It cleans your body and takes out all the crappy stuff. Lots of water also!
BTW what are the pills called and where can I get them?? I am trying to lose weight also. I want to lose 10lbs, but it's harder than it seems. I know I am not fat but I am not at the weight I want to be.
Yeah exactly no school!!! lol :D
DeleteIt's hard not to be embarrassed and it's because that number is so unhealthy for me because I'm about 5'5/5'4 and I'm suppose to be about 125 which is my goal. Being at home is the worst because you're right all you can really do is eat which is why it's important to at leeast be a lil social sometimes.
Green tea really?? Do you have any that you would recommend? :)
The pills are called Super Slim and you can get them here:
http://www.take2daydiet.com/1-box-super-slim-pomegranate-weight-loss-capsules-p-75.html
That's where I usually get them and it's 20 (free shipping) for one box. It does take about 2 weeks to get them though cause it comes from another country but it does work :). Best way to see the results more effective is to drink a lot of water, exercise isn't necessary but it does help a lot. You could also get them at the mall but I think they're more expensive.