November is a bittersweet month.

So excited for this month because a lot of positive things are going to happen! The most exciting part is that I'll be celebrating my birthday (11/17) in :D LAS VEGAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you tell I'm excited? lol Well yep I am because it'll be my very first visit to LV and I'm so glad that it will be to celebrate the day that I came into existence (yes I'm dramatic :p). Haven't started shopping for that weekend in LV yet but oh well...I will soon. I'll have to dye my hair AGAIN. Yep I said again because I really miss my red hair. It was so me and I felt more confident with the red that I had sooooo I'm planning on getting red again :). I'm also getting my license this month and that'll definitely be a day to celebrate because it's about damn time that I get it but hey better late than never right!Good things to come this month: LV, red hair, license...etc haha

Anywhoo school is still stressful but I'm keeping my mind positive because there is no use on going crazy...at least not right now. I know I should be really focusing on school but just for right now...in this moment I just don't want to over-think about it because it'll only drive me mad. 

Even though so many positive things will come in November there's also things that sucks about it and makes this month bittersweet. My aunts birthday will be this week and that day is always a tough one for myself because it's just another reminder....and hate those. It's like a stab in the heart when I'm already hurting over it.I'll never be okay with her being gone and that's something that I have accept and live with, which is something I am still struggling with but I'm working on it.

So yes. November will be good yet bittersweet month. But in life isn't everything that way. You can't have the good without accepting the bad and that's how I see November

Till next time.

xo

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