Should I even apologize?

I hate that I can't even keep my promise on posting daily but once again my life has taken over and been flipped upside down. Okay maybe I'm being overly dramatic like always but I seriously don't feel like myself...if that makes sense. Nothing bad is going on buuuuut I just feel off...and sort of lost ?? I'm not exactly sure how to explain it. One thing you should know is that I have a horrible hobby or whatever you want to call it...to over think things. Seriously to the point where I sometimes find myself stressing over the smallest things and I don't really know when that habit started but it's like on overdrive lately :/. I'll never understand life and the way that it works. Then again school has started and that most likely plays a huge role on my stress level. Good thing is that I'm liking my classes so far and my schedule as well. I swear I spend like about 6 hours on campus weekly haha and it's awesome. The less time I'm there the better lol.

There's also a guy that I WAS talking to but I literally just stopped responding to his messages. He was nice and all but something was just off and I didn't feel comfortable talking to him. My head and my heart aren't ready to give in to someone but then again there's always that exception right haha. Who knows what'll happen in the future but at this moment I'm perfectly fine being single :).

Soooo it's pretty late and I'm tired :p. I know this was a short and probably annoying rant but I just wanted to show that I haven't given up on this blog and I'll try my best to update ASAP.

Thanks for reading!

xo