Having too much time & it's making me overthink
Finally out of school and my summer begins :). So relieved that school is done! I honestly don't know what my grades will be because at this point I'm just glad it's over. School was getting so hectic and what makes it worse was that we go by semester so it feels like you're in a course for a long time. Just feels so good to have it be over.
Haven't got anything planned yet but that's how my summer have always been...unplanned haha but they've always been fun regardless. I also have a few friends graduating which makes me feel like a huge failure cause we're the same age. My family keeps telling me to not worry about anyone else. To be honest my life has taken unexpected turns and have knocked me off balance but slowly I'm starting to get back up again. I'm also scared that my friends and I will drift apart once they graduate because they'll be living a different life :/, I'm probably overreacted because of course I always do. I've just realized that my friends mean a lot to me because they've been there without even needing to be, I always remember the faces of those that have been there and I can't help but fear that I might lose them for some reason.
Sorry for rambling but that's what happens to me when I'm alone and not occupied with homework lol.
Till next time
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Haven't got anything planned yet but that's how my summer have always been...unplanned haha but they've always been fun regardless. I also have a few friends graduating which makes me feel like a huge failure cause we're the same age. My family keeps telling me to not worry about anyone else. To be honest my life has taken unexpected turns and have knocked me off balance but slowly I'm starting to get back up again. I'm also scared that my friends and I will drift apart once they graduate because they'll be living a different life :/, I'm probably overreacted because of course I always do. I've just realized that my friends mean a lot to me because they've been there without even needing to be, I always remember the faces of those that have been there and I can't help but fear that I might lose them for some reason.
Sorry for rambling but that's what happens to me when I'm alone and not occupied with homework lol.
Till next time
xx
I am so with you on not knowing the grades but just being happy its over!
ReplyDeleteAs for the other part, you are not a failure! The point is, you are still in school. I am barely transferring to a university so I get how you do but my teachers tell me to just take our time in school and get good grades. That's the important thing. Don't rush. I'm sure you won't drift apart, you might just be over thinking it :] So don't worry Mar :3